Just another bad day
Tuesday, December 19th, 2006No… I don’t wanna be heard nor seen. Not today…
I just wanna disappear from the faculty, from my frens and buddies.. which a caring word may trigger an emotional break-down. Just wanna be left alone.
I wished God will go away too. A stupid wish. God can always see and hear me, I’m OK with that as long as He can keep quiet. For now.
No… I don’t like a day like today. I despise it.
No… I’m not OK. But I will be. I am weak, but I am strong.
‘I dare you to move. I dare you to pick yourself up from the floor. Like today never happens. Like today never happens…’
Just another bad day.
I haven’t thank God for my very satisfactory results so far. So… thank you,my Lord.