There was story behind it, and many interventions.
But to cut a long story short,
With grief I announce….
At 0255AM, my favourite fish die d.
~sob sob~
Any living being will die someday, it’s a matter of living the life to the max and being prepared for the next destination.
As I was praying for you, I received a vision * *
A vision of a flower.
A flower that display forth the fragrance * *
A flower which attracts many many people * *
(heart skip a beat)
You are the FLOWER (maybe it’s called Evangeline)
You will attract many many people to *
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My first time
Thanks R
Thank you God
Today I was so freaking mad at her. It’s 11.15am and I can’t take it anymore. I grabbed the folder and approached Prof Had with anger burning within me.
"This patient is incompliant and I want to terminate her, and I would like to have my due credit after Obturation".
She had NEVER been on time and had she no sense of respecting my time? I dedicated the last 3 hours of Cons clinic to her (I won’t have anymore clinics until the next semester 2 months away) and she freaking wasted 1 and half of my precious hours! I tried to be cool about it (my usual response) but today I can’t help it. I dunno how to smile.
I looked over radiology room, so many people! Saw Ann Nee there, and she got the guts to approach the burning me. I think God sent her to indicate tht He hasn’t forgotten me.
Obturation is not an easy process, it needs a 3-hours session! I walked around, and also prayed in spirit. Turbulent feelings. A familiar touch from behind… Mina, and a familiar voice… Huey Yoke.
I went to the toilet and prayed. At least, God take away these feelings. but then I really hated her. 11.30am… left 1.5 hours (50%of time) to Obturate? If I did it, I told God and Cheaw Yong, it must be God, not me. Cheaw Yong appeared and talked to me and returned the smile to my face. I was SO touched when Chun Meng came and offer to call his patient who can come On-Call, so that at least I have patient to treat.
She’s on the way. I went inside the clinic again prepared.
Made a spesific prayer to God. "GOD HELP ME. That things will go smoothly. If I ON the lights, Prof Had will come to me without much delay. If I go to Radio room, nobody will queue before me. If I make an X-Ray exposure, let it be nice that I don’t have to repeat. Let there be no complications and let there be smooth proceding all over. With this freaking time of leftovers, if the procedure is succesfully done, God I know it’s solely because of You. GOD HELP ME. Amen"
She appeared. I wasn’t burning anymore, thank God I was only fuming. Thank God I didn’t marah her kaw kaw. I won’t because on my left palm was written ‘Invest in People (ODB today)’. She’s my fren whom I sayang, just so happen to be a bad patient.
Start working!! My equirement of full speed causes anxiety to Woon Ling. Haha, she had been excellent today. Thanks, partner.
Cut story short…. Mighty God was looking over cubicle 11, and ALL prayer points ANSWERED. Prof Had was quick to respond, x-ray room nobody rebut with me, everything went well without complications. Patient sent off at 1.10pm. All DONE.
I thank God, because this is His work and blessing, not my own doing. You know what? all of you can try God too. He hears everybody, so feel free to speak to Him and ask Him to help. Nothing religious about this, really. Beware tho, for He is real. Cheers…. 
Today I woke up and went to faculty…. Forgetting to bring the flower indoors.
So…. When I returned home
flower LOOK DOWN 90 degrees on the floor.
Here’s a ‘BEFORE’ picture for comparison.
Terkejut saya
Gee…. I am such terrible caretaker….
